9/12/2025 - 1:35am

Welcome back,

I updated the website structure a little today!! As you can see, I added some buttons at the bottom, and turned the blog page into more of a hub than a text vomit. The buttons are janky as hell rn but I thought it would be cool to make everything sort of mimic a physical journal. I want to eventually put some notebook paper behind this but i have no clue how rn lol. future project.

Anyway, life is kind of kicking my ass lately?? feel like I can never get enough sleep. God forbid I wake up when my alarm tells me to. I used to have no problem with it. Obviously, it doesn't help that I'm updating my blog right now instead of sleeping, but that's like an extra 30 minutes max so cut me a break. I have the aforementioned cats sleeping in my room today, which has been very fun so far!! absolutely adorable little cretins that try to gnaw on shiny things. They've been running around all day jumping on things, and are hopefully all tuckered out now. My studying was very unproductive as a result. A little hard to focus when there's various noises and chaos behind me. They're cute though, so I don't mind.

I'm debating on what kind of content I want to slap on here in the future. I might get a little political??? no way in hell my family accidentally stumbles upon my neocities so i'm safe there. considering yapping about other more personal/private stuff too (i.e. fears, crushes, ambitions) but i'll save that for later, if i go there at all. I'm still not sure if i'll eventually make this more of a front-facing thing. I don't have a link to it anywhere but my bandcamp right now. I don't mind strangers reading my innermost musings, but people I talk to?? in real life???
yeah, no thank you!!! dear friends and acquaintences, send me a text right now if you're reading this. Let them know koen from 1:44am september 12th 2025 sent you. it's important.

koan